CSP

2011-06-11T08:03:00.000-07:00

HELO YVONNE! :)

eh, i actually miss this lah.

This is it, my final school battle.

2010-11-22T00:17:00.000-08:00

"it'll be over in no time" - constant self reminder :)

Lets Do It,
and get it over with.

bitter sweet me

2010-11-04T01:12:00.000-07:00

now I regret ,

WHY didnt I learn ballet when i was young?
WHY didnt I ask my mom to send me for gymnasium lessons? OR guitar lessons?
WHY didnt I continue my piano lessons after grade 1?
WHY was I embarrassed to admit that I like disney princesses when i was in primary age?
WHY did I have to be tough about everything?
WHY didnt my dad teach me Thai?
WHY didnt I watch what I eat?
WHY didnt I take up art as an extra subject in Form 4?
WHY didnt i see myself unique?
And WHY in the WORLD did I want to be like someone else?

because if I were to do all those stuff, i wont be me - csp.
:[

to haz mataz

2010-10-25T00:20:00.001-07:00

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH
HAZIQ ALZAHARI :D

finally a reason for me to update my blog :D

oh

2010-10-09T08:18:00.000-07:00

i caught myself smiling smelling that scent of urs.
=)
i've forgotten i shouldn't.
:/

meow!

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

2010-09-30T08:11:00.000-07:00

Thou art more lovely and more temperate

Shakespeare-Sonnet 18

just keep it in our hearts for some words are not worth being said.

2010-09-13T09:16:00.000-07:00

So DAMN annoying lah.
talk to people like talk to wall.
was in a store, dad talked i listened, i pointed at shaggy carpet "this is soo shaggy!, nice right if in my room" turned back looked at him just to realize he looked away. ish.
was in the car, mom was talking i listened, answered back and expect a reply but NO, tak tau lah she busy thinking about something or memang tak dengar.
bro pulak, always je when he talks to me bout his life, i listen. but when i wanna tell him something, not interested lah, shit lah blablabla..
and friends pulak isshh
not all of them lah most of my close ones,CLOSE ONES, to know that im not invited and to see pics in facebook, its damn sucky.
IT SUCKS TO FEEL THIS WAY.
ARRRGHHH!!! *deeeeeep sigh*

If it's not for blogspot, i would kill somebody already, not to say i have any readers pun, but to just express myself without hurting anyone, i appreciate you blogspot.
happy? not yet.

it's so near, im gonna die

2010-09-08T19:44:00.000-07:00

OMG

SPM TRIALS!!

i feel guilty i don't know why :(

feel the wind in my hair

2010-09-05T18:56:00.000-07:00

90 km/hr!!
downhill.

awesome shitt
im so gonna get a license for those kind of bikes!

not the capkai type
;)

to skate or not to skate ?

2010-08-28T10:34:00.001-07:00

Time for some work out!!

2010-08-28T10:22:00.000-07:00

she's 17

2010-08-23T05:06:00.000-07:00

BIG happy birthday SHOUTOUT to our

miss awesomely-independent woman!

Thanuja!

:D happy 17th (:

stay beautiful ;)

the Twins

2010-08-22T06:17:00.000-07:00

they grew beautifully

happy 17th

2010-08-20T19:39:00.000-07:00

He, was born on the 20th August 1993,

he is always crazy, loves to socialize, make new friends.
he plays the guitar like awesomely.
70% of the time he can be a bimbo. no, im not kidding.
haha
he is not shy
and
he is beautiful.
hahah
he's a rockstar lah,
and this fella is...........
*drumrolls*

BOON HOE!!!

happy birthday!
and have a grreaat life! :D

happy birthday

2010-08-20T19:28:00.001-07:00

She who is :

-loud
-tall
-yonghwa's fan
-my korean kpop fan friend
-beautiful
-funny
-17 years old on august 17th

she is
BEATRICE CHUNG PEI LI

happy birthday beatrice!
love u forever woman,
muah muah ♥

NOM NOM NOM

2010-08-20T10:48:00.000-07:00

so adorable!
they remind me of Sherlina.
:D

HAHA

substitute much?

2010-08-14T00:58:00.001-07:00

Sherlina stopped blogging and has deleted her blog.
I miss it already.

:[

oh, and JuYi is back blogging!
i missed her blog.

:]

one deleted the blog and one more re-activated the blog

can't i just have both!?
:\

chillax

2010-08-13T07:42:00.000-07:00

Right, all i need to remember is to
keep calm and breathe.

not so hard,. right?

romeo and juliet

2010-08-06T22:47:00.001-07:00

i wanna watch this movie!!

ah, Leonardo DiCaprio is
so damn gorgeously Charming
*dreaming away*

then and now

still CHARMING

:D

when u see white

2010-07-29T09:38:00.001-07:00

29/7/10

2010-07-29T08:33:00.000-07:00

next week test!!
60% test, and 40% based on our homework+attitude.
bblllrrr

and my school had hari kantin/ usahawan.
this year is was suprisingly FUN yo, except towards the end of the day, there was like small accident -aiyah bottom line, someone got injured- hopefully she's BETTER!

all in all, there was so-called ghost house, dunking machine, FOOD, drinks, desserts , and games.....WET GAMES. x)
i manage to stay dry as i was the *drumrolls* camerawoman! HAHA
but it was nice for all of us. :D

then had tuition, tuition was fun as always it was on Thursdays.
THEN! it was time to go home....BUT we (me,priya,adeline,priyanka,jwalita,boonhoe,david-something-) couldn't go home...because rapid kl LRT decided to have some technical probs during peak hours..so guess how we went home? *pause and wait for reply*

by bus! my first time on bus in KL without my mommy :D *bangga* hahaha
i took the bus to Sri Rampai with Boonhoe.
i must admit it was scary AT FIRST but it was still awesome ;)

but they should seriously service their buses :/

yes, no?

2010-07-26T00:17:00.000-07:00

got it from somewhere

hahah, caught myself there. ;)

listen :)

2010-07-22T07:38:00.001-07:00

oh look. the time just flew by, zoooom.

2010-07-22T07:26:00.000-07:00

I just need a little extra time.
just add 4 more hours a day, I'll be happy.

i wished!

2010-07-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

"I know people nowadays sms, but nothing is more romantic than passing a note."

-from some tv series.-

talk about charming!

everything will come to an end

2010-07-16T02:08:00.000-07:00

it's the end
for.......

FIFA,

spain won

SHOWDOWN 2010,

Wakaka came in first,
Giller Battle Crew second,
and
Floor Fever third.

GLEE s1 (starworld),

and
Silky Girl Cheerleading Competition [ sorry no suitable picture]
:)

anyway, things , i mean life is g00d perhaps.. 4 more months till my major exam, been busy with tuition, school and studies and stuff. and sometimes, I'm TIRED, just tired. BUT gotta be serious bout my life, future right? C: so just bare it lah

and the name list ( ;] ) of the National Service s8/2011 is out!
Some of my friends got it, some wanted it so bad but didnt, some did ; and some who don't want it BAD, got it :S haha life's weird.

just wishing my life would be okaay in the future and everybody's too ;)

oh, how the feeling aches me o.o

b'cause maybe someday everything is going to be OKAY

2010-07-09T03:27:00.000-07:00

shouldn't have gone that far,
wouldn't have gone that far,
couldn't have gone that far anyway,

but still i believed,
but still i said those words,
even though i knew..

my own dumb mistake.

:[

You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all you want to do is cry

And maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday..

rob thomas - someday

book ; movie

2010-07-02T03:38:00.000-07:00

I read this,

and i watched this,

they both are good, but why do good movies have to end so sadly!?

Nicholas sparks, he's a good writer...but i want him to write something with a happy ending, like let them who are made for each other actually be together, or where No one dies while leaving the other half behind, alone.

Sometimes i love reading happy ending stories, I know- princess much haha too bad lah I like, but it's just simply because life has no happy ending, and i can totally drown myself in novels with happy ending, where sadness is never found, never known.

=)
life just keeps going on, no sad or happy ending, hmm..
and one day we will die, without a sad or a happy ending.
unless we get murdered, or ran-over by a vehicle lah of course, that will be a sad ending... xP

*TOUCHES WOOD*

shush

2010-06-26T02:58:00.001-07:00

If you disagree, you are totally bullshitting.

you, ish.

2010-06-26T02:27:00.000-07:00

I feel lousy when i talk to her,
but she's still my friend.

even though she's my friend,
i hate talking to her.

she makes me feel so damn freakishly suckish, like i'm invincible.

i always feel left out when I'm around her.
but many people like her though.

"If only you were not my friend, I would be slightly happier"

sorry, but it's the truth.

i couldn't be less bothered now.

he's flying away

2010-06-18T12:56:00.001-07:00

oh crap,
i just blew my chance away!
>:(

who?

2010-06-18T12:27:00.000-07:00

who was my secret admirer ??
i still wanna know.
:D

i should NOT.

2010-06-16T10:57:00.000-07:00

uh oh, i think i like you, dude.
it's ~~wrong~~.

:\

**************

june babies ;)

2010-06-16T04:50:00.000-07:00

To Steffi and Alyssa,

seventeenth

god bless, and have a great year ahead

100 and still going on :)

2010-06-15T04:57:00.000-07:00

This is the 100th post

and
good news,

i've gotten my appetite back!!

*smiles widely*

yay :D

summer

2010-06-10T04:44:00.000-07:00

it's Summer!!

well in Malaysia, it's always summer right?
sun + rain = Malaysia's term of summer
and i sense a hell lot of summer love.
it makes me feel TOO single!
i miss the feeling of loving someone and being loved, - not the family family love, my famile love me- umm the other love..*sigh* you know, i know enough la

hahaha anyway, these two weeks i won't be going anywhere....
why? why? why?
because there's tuition classes,
because trials in 3 months time.....
BECAUSE, SPM IS IN FIVE BLOODY MONTHS TIME!

THAT'S WHY.

but it's cool..
gonna go swimming, tennis and more studying i hope. *cross fingers*

So,
whether you go holiday ke stuck at home ke homeless ke....
it's okay cause ITS SUMMER!
happy holidays people! Muah!

somebody should glue the broken pieces of me together

2010-06-04T03:22:00.000-07:00

now, whenever i see food, i feel sick.
not that i don't appreciate food, i love food, well i used to.

I'm frustrated with myself,
i don't like myself, for not feeling hungry or for feeling so bloody full after a small bowl of rice or even for the feeling of puking whenever a plate of food is placed in front of me.

I'll be hungry and full at the same time.

:(

urgh, i feel disgusted of myself.

sometimes, jealousy cant be helped

2010-06-02T05:45:00.000-07:00

conversation charls ; lina

she's pretty..
yea, she's pretty..
she's very pretty larr...
yea, she's VERY pretty...
hmm She's too pretty ...!
yeah! She's TOO pretty lar.. !

16th MAY

2010-05-20T09:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
REENA MENON!

hope u had a blast on your birthday!

and
.
.
.
.
.

reeena,
you better remember this face forever :

I ♥ YOU, WOMAN!

!! oh and happy teachers day to all educators around the world!
thank you for educating people ;) !!

be mine, valentine.

2010-05-14T02:03:00.000-07:00

Your voice,

your hair,
your scent,

got me all dizzy, boy.

cook or bake?

2010-05-09T05:51:00.000-07:00

KIMCHI STEW
yum!

haha, i cooked! Not bad okay..it taste almost like how my mom prepares it.
which means Sedaaap~

seriously, i prefer cooking so much more than baking. Baking u have to be like really precise, like how many Oz. or whatever u call it, and when something goes wrong, the whole thing will taste....weird. (speaking from experience here *waves*) HAHA

fine...im just bad at baking. :( BUT, janice ch'ng can really bake!
i miss her cheese cake...

25 hours instead of 24 hours is needed.

2010-05-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

*cries out loud!*

HOMEWORK

do notes as homework i dont mind, but language homework!?
hell i mind.
especially essays, like what the hell?
its not like we have nothing to do.
1st we have school, then tuition, then homeworks, what about studies??? i have to find more time to study :( that means no more E!channel, mtv, V, starworld, blogs, youtube, facebook!?!??!?!???!?

*both hands slap cheeks*

okay back to sane world.. :)
Hello, how have you people been doing? good? not so good? fine? just fine? or stressed!?
hahaaha relax, take an hour to chill, take 12 hours to sleep then you will feel absolutely GOOD.
my blog looks dead but FYI it's not :)
my chat box looks super dead as you can see the last comment was on 16th April and today is the 30th April. HAHA
so this time, let's take a look at MY study table okay? dont be shock x)

it was like this then :

....and now(as in NOW- today, this hour, this minute,this second)
it's like this :

i have no idea where i should start cleaning.
oh gooooodness.

NEXT TOPIC : Friends' Confirmation

dianne, alyssa, amelia..and more some from our school and mostly not were confirmed last Sunday. Did i forget to mention that they were all pretty? yes, they were. They all looked so innocent heheh=> dianne,steffi and alyssa

Then, after that, we all went to pavillion, and watched Shutter Island. It was a bloody long movie, i feel uncomfortable with long movies. ;\ oh and i felt crazy after THAT movie, well the plot made me crazy indeed, but Leonardo DiCaprio is still awesome and charming, even if he's crazy ;D

That's basically all for now :)
enjoy your life!

release

2010-04-18T01:31:00.000-07:00

if only i could go to a place one day where nobody knows me and i mean NOBODY at all,
I'll be,

hahah

noitcafsitas satisfaction

monkey...

2010-04-18T01:14:00.000-07:00

like Ahh

I went to SPCA on Saturday, wanted to give them some old newspapers.
Saw some dogs and cats.
very pitiful, but what to do, life's like that, have to move on.
so i went to the cats section,from one cage to another i called out "monkey" ...
None responded to me EXCEPT one 3-coloured cat.
i was like "MonKEy! i FOUND YOOOUU!!"
but then i saw the board one the caged,
it was stated :

Already Adopted

:( Too bad, just my luck.

anyway if i were to stay in Ampang, anywhere near the SPCA (which is all bungalow houses, rich people's place heheh) i think i would volunteer to walk the dogs AND cats.

B.O.T.B

2010-04-10T05:43:00.001-07:00

so today our school, smk seksyen 5 wangsa maju had BattleOfTheBands
many bands performed.
truth is, some were actually good.
heheh svian kan?

so yea, i kinda missed the 1st band which was around 9.10 am while i reached about 9.15am
=S

Junyan and David were the sixth to perform i think
they did forever-chris brown
mah siew vern couldn't make it so they were like two of them only BUT it was
n.i.c.e.

them after their performance
(with their so called manager-gurmeet) haha

then few bands, bla bla bla...ooh and the band -if im not mistaken- called A minus, was wow.
and then, the last band,
ground zero!
singer-Boonhoe
guitarist-Savin
drummer-Ravin
and
bass-Amir
(steffi i didnt forget haha x) )

then after everything ended it was about 12.30pm
some of us went to carrefour.

pic below: At food court, the innocence of BoonHoe's face before mixing all kind of food in the small wok with Michelle. They said it tasted not bad. It smelled like rojak to me somehow :/

you should SO see Michelle's Mini Zoo
i was the visitor.

oh and Leanna came to school, but she miss out the performances
:(
it's okay.
there : she wore my school's/her old school's baju pj, my bad.
xP

it's like I waited my whole life,
for this one night,
it's gon' be me you and the dance floor
'cause we've only got one night
Double your pleasure
Double your fun and dance
Forever (ever, ever)

woohoo!
it's stuck in ma head. :(

April FoooL

2010-04-02T06:53:00.000-07:00

april fool's day = my additional mathematics exam.
:(

this time I've only manage to fooool ONE person :

MY MOM.

hahahaha and trust me, it was funny. :D

okay, about the wanting-a-cat-and-name-it-monkey thing,
i wanna add one more thing to that - a chubby fat cat.

it will be so adorable!

SUDDENLY, MY MOOD CHANGED.

I'M SO BLOODY PISSED WITH BLOODY BROTHER NOW.
think ya so cool my bloody ass

great, u just spoilt my night.

my brain's still surviving!

2010-03-31T05:34:00.000-07:00

u can practically see through me now
heheh

BIOLOGY stabbed me,
ADDITIONAL MATHS dug my brains,
next week i am not surprise if chemistry and physics shoot me with a M16 and a shot gun respectively.

ciao!

meow

2010-03-27T01:02:00.000-07:00

four words : I WANT A CAT.

:D

it shall be named.....monkey.
and it shall be an expert in climbing.
hehheh

MeoW.

elegance

2010-03-20T05:06:00.000-07:00

TRANSFORM!!

im gonna go from my all time favourite colour red black to red gold.

now who's changing.

okay, so my cousins came over for the holiday..
and i had tuition, yeah i know it sucks.
but Form 5 charls, Form 5.

so Friday(yesterday) i brought them to klcc!
the main reason was because I wanna watch Alice in wonderland, but since they are here so bring along. no harm.
Walk around, bla bla bla, then went to the park.

While we were walking, like towards the side of the park, the place where not many people go, we saw two guys.

they were foreigners. i think Arabs but the modern kind. the clean cut, in black singlet kind.
one was standing on a bench the other, on the ground.
suddenly, the guy on the bench did a -what do u call jumping and curling up in the air and land perfectly?- yea that. like whoa man... i think he's a b-boy.

no title

2010-03-19T22:17:00.000-07:00

i miss those kind of feeling.
so suddenly.

i just came to realize,
all that little things,
and those small little lies,
were actually, nothing.

oh the drama

2010-03-15T02:59:00.001-07:00

that's how a drama is started.
heheh

English club drama : beauty and the beast.
enough said, wait for the play on our pathetic-no-good-sound-system-stage.
=)

and of all quotes..love this most! :

so damn true.

back to the past

2010-03-15T02:56:00.000-07:00

I've cut my hair =)
look like back to my Old self
with fringe.
;)

i miss skateboarding.

=( bye

2010-03-05T07:45:00.000-08:00

so my headmistress left, she retired.
byebye, may ur life be smooth after this.
the ceremony was touching, even though it was long (like the whole day)
thank you for coming to Smk S5 WM.
oh and aizat [as in the AF singer] came, students went crazy (including guys -.- )
anyways,

dear HM, have a good retirement life.
=)
im charleensomphong.

and DO you Know!!??
JC got a blooooody red blackberry phone.
like wooohooo babeyh!

unusual

2010-03-05T07:34:00.000-08:00

i thought with school sports day over,
school life would be more peaceful.
BUT, unfortunately,
Nooooh

teachers dont give a shit bout us and our run
i just feel like quiting the run. =(

nothing's in place these few days.
i get frustrated fast.
i get angry fast.
i get hungry fast.
i eat more than i used to.
i dont care bout things much like how i used to.
i have got to do yoga, like seriously.

ERGH!

25th feb marks the day

2010-02-26T02:47:00.000-08:00

a blooody tired week.
the past week was hectic for me..
everyday had to stay back
Didnt even enter class in the morning,
that's because....smk seksyen 5 Wm was having sports

i joined :
800m - 3rd place
400m - zero place
4x400m - 3rd place

:) at least i got medals!

this year, the winner of all houses is.....green house. congrats
sadly it wasnt red house :( but hey red house got 3rd place from last year last place. not bad to end my final year of school sports day.
2nd-blue house
4th-yellow house

we performed.

we danced.
it was all last minute changes, even rehearsal sucked
but it turned out GOOOOOD.
heheh
silat and taekwando performances were awesome too.

sherlina, u were awesome

when i say jump

2010-02-19T08:50:00.000-08:00

my eyes are twitching,
my thigh muscle are jelly-ing,
my abs are shaping! (i hope)
positive thinking ;)

i danced

heheh (;
and i have got Florida ft. Nelly Furtado - Jump stuck in my head.

like a bird, like a plane...
swooosh!

red week ;) ooh la la

2010-02-16T07:46:00.000-08:00

seee the new skiiiin???
heh.. it looks a little sakura-ish, right?
but it's beautiful, don't deny.
=) anyway, i just came back from my grandma's place for CNY celebration.

it was...AWESOME.

even though there are like only 4 of us cousins in that SmaLL family , but yeah i had fun.

I,

collected :
watched people play:

and gained some :

not that much-lah ok

*gasp*!!!

pssst , i can't fit in ThaT jean shorts ..oh gosh.
grrrr!

i want slim legs, like the ones models have. DaMn.
:(

happy CNY and Vday!

2010-02-12T08:17:00.001-08:00

HOLIDAYS.again!

only for 1 week heheh but still, it IS a holiday right?
:D
this year...Chinese New Year will be on the 14th of Feb.
in conjunction with the big V day!
woohoo!

even though i do not celebrate it, but i shall wish :
HaPpY VaLenTinEs Day
to whoever celebrating it!
:) hope this day will be a blast for everyone

and a HaPpY ChiNeSE NeW YeaR!!
everyone!
GONG XI FA CHAI!
year of the Tiger baby, TiGER!
rawr!

ooo-oo-kaay

2010-02-05T05:30:00.000-08:00

from the song somebody told Me-the Killers

my eyes told me,
that he has a girlfriend
who looks like a boyfriend
that i ----------------------------,
it's not confidential,
i've got potential.
...................

:(

but i'm O-ka.ay~

:)

E for eye

2010-01-27T22:42:00.000-08:00

EYE CONTACT BABY,
EYE CONTACT!

will lead to.............:D

2010-01-25T02:09:00.000-08:00

SCREAM!!

richie Me

2010-01-19T23:05:00.000-08:00

rich equals to money

but

money don't equal to rich

everyone has money but they are NOT rich .
I will be rich
in ten years time,
10 years time.

living the life MY way, MY style
with MY money.

10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.10 years.

its only the 2nd week..

2010-01-17T00:46:00.000-08:00

i've tasted too much salt water from my eyes.

anybody, hear me, please.

='(

just a week

2010-01-09T23:28:00.000-08:00

Homework,

HomeworK ,

HOMEWORKS.

.describe my next week of school.

a whole new chapter

2009-12-31T22:45:00.000-08:00

zhang zhang !!

it's
2010!!!

last year in s.m.k. seksyen 5, wm.
no more seniors to count on =[
we (1993 students) will be the . seniors.
o.0
uh oh

hahaha ok enough craps

i hope this very last year of my school life will be a blast. A better one than 2009, a great year full of great memories from each one of us. May nothing bad happen to anyone. ;P

hopefully everything will be smooth, from health to wealth to academic and to relationship :) i'll be a better person. i promise myself.

2009-12-27T02:49:00.000-08:00

one more week

one bloody more week

1 month, 1 week - finish.
*pull face like how steffi does*

well, well, well. It was quite of a holiday for some.
but i bet christmas was good for everyone. me too =)
hope everyone had a great 2009 year.
and may our 2010 year be greater than 2009!

and to Eroz :
hahahah didnt know you sell clothes online ;P
and you're too bored online huh? till comment on blogs and everybody's comment on facebook
xD
dude, work out.

HAHA

Anyway, HaPpY nEw YeAr , everybody!
have a great new year eve dinner and countdown!

2009-12-13T21:03:00.000-08:00

g-man's day.
28/11
celebrated on the 27th.
=)
small get-together, but it was an awesome night.

dup dup dup

2009-12-12T04:31:00.001-08:00

hello, peoplllee.........

.. .. ... .. duu duu duuuuuu..
i guess nobody's around.
*gasp* everybody's missing!!
AHHHH!!!

hahhaa excuse meee for being bored.
holidays, the days all students await for during school season.
but now, *sigh* everybody says they're bored.
What the hell is wrong with us?

aiyo, and all the plans to go out WILL be canceled at the very last minute.
So the best advice now : dont make plans, stay at home and sleep, that's the best.
haha by that way you'll feel that time passes by slower than usual, so the holidays are gonna be Loo00ONG! yay~

i bet most of the form 4s this year are already getting their results back.
"open the post box, peek, see nothing, close, lock."
that's what i've been doing for four -or six- freaking days!
hahah
today hehheheh reena called, then i went down and check at 2.45 p.m. .
doom doom doooooom...
i see two things~
one electric bill -.- and another envelope, brown colour yo, addressed to my mom! haha but of course i recognize the writing of the address, i wrote it! which - no doubt - is my result slip. 8)

that's all for now,
byebye. (dont know how long more till the next post heheh, sorry)

high-low note

2009-11-21T06:06:00.000-08:00

no more hearing the rings from alarm clocks...
no more waking up from nice dreams....
no more caring about collecting class money..
no more homework to worry about..
but need to study la of course

can sleep, sleep and SLEEP!!
ZZzz just thinking about the hours of sleep i'll be getting...HAHAHA i'll be like Garfield

Garfield cute what...
heheh

it's a new start, let us all do good.
be good.
=)

and now i drowning into etude, ave maria and canon.
thanks to la corda d'oro. LOVE it, eventhough it's only anime.(=
anybody watches it? heh heh..
oh by the way, anybody plays violin? i wanna hear it , LIVE.

inhale ; exhale ; smile

2009-11-19T00:02:00.000-08:00

today school was all abt kicking bottle caps ;)
yeah!
just imagine..
a class room, empty, no tables and chairs, curtains all down, room fill with sweats of students kicking bottle cap - okay maybe not too dramatic, not much sweat - and no teachers pass that classroom

so long I've never do sports...
finally (if kicking bottle caps is considered a kind of sport) hahah
ah, so syiok man.
oh,
today is also the second last day of school!
not many came though.
alar..everybody's in holiday mood now already what..
and for attendance, i don't think they even care now..hmm
so who cares~

by the way
congratulations Candice
you've got addicted to bottle cap football now ;D

tomorrow will be the end of my form 4 year.
im happy for that, but also sad.
time passes by so fast
life IS short,
(well that's what people normally say
but to me, life is long and slow haha )
so let us forgive and forget,
shall we?

=)
relax and smile

all the best !!

2009-11-16T23:53:00.000-08:00

FINALY
exams over~!!!

hahaha i make it sounds so big deal
;P

now starting sch holidays
few weeks more
starting sch AGAIN

damn fast man.

its okay its okay
enjoy while you can ;D
i need to exercise la..gonna gain some weight soon
tht's all for this post :p

BTW,
GOOD LUCK to all SPM candidates!!
may you guys be able to get through it smoothly~

newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.newmoon.

relaxation ; meditation

2009-11-13T01:19:00.000-08:00

i want a holiday

examss' *kinda* over!!!!!!!

actually, left one more ppr...but oh well~

holiday~ holiday~ ;P
i call for holiday~!

and next birthday----> G-Man 's !!

greenday-holiday

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

sweet and sour =]

2009-11-03T02:57:00.000-08:00

another brithday~~~~~

shout out to :::

WONG HOY YAN, Candice
hahahah HaPpY
SWEET and $ouR/ Bitter sixteen!
xD

you better use wad i gave you
it took me courage to enter that shop
ok.

and
pay up ur duit kelas hutang oi.

a date to remember..

2009-10-24T03:59:00.000-07:00

EX-zams...... ..................... ........
first week - done.
> moral - went totally dead.
> bm - can survive.
> physics - hahaha...70% dead
> maths ppr 2 - came back alive aftr physics.

and
and
and

i would like to say...

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY
DEAR
HAZ
aka
Haziq Alzahari
( 25th Oct, scorpio )

woohoo~ ur sixteen duude!
thank you for being my friend. =)
and
......
May yOuR life Be fiLLed with hAPpinezZ~

16.0 + 0.7

2009-10-10T05:55:00.000-07:00

I am currently 16 years old

+ 7 days

1 BLOODY week ALREADY!

walalala im still young~

this week's update :

couple of birthday
SHOUT OUT
wishes to...

miss Anna LimJovy - 5 oct
miss DiannE PriyA - 6 oct
mr CJ Lim - 6 oct
miss Jwalita - 9 oct

jovy's birthday > her real "high" day. made her laugh like HELL. esp candice

priya's and cj's birthday > home-baked cake by suganya, sedaapp.. made priya sit on 2 balloons in canteen. cursed some jackasses slash losers slash suckers at the back of the canteen who ruined partly of the celebration. shity people. and at last celebration conti. in science lab with some seniors .. YAY!

jwalita's birthday > movie night!! hahah the night was awesome, few of us gather in the hse...watched : forgetting sarah marshall. Ordered : dominos pitzzas *yummm*

yea..it was only..us..

***********************************************************

sat. : tuition...................... last week of tuition~ soo very sad. :( wont get to see korean guy anymore

had ice blended pearl milk tea . flavour : malt milk. sedaap tapi dh muak . i still prefer our good old SLURPEE :

*CAUTION : BRAIN FREEZ may occur
if you do not know how to enjoy it.

hmm i craving for one NOW.

slurpee.
slurpeeee.
slurpeeeeee.
slurpeeeeeeee.
slurpeeeeee.
slurpeeee.
slurpee.

charleen needs slurpee now.

2009-10-08T01:55:00.000-07:00

b : cipalek la...
c : what...?
cipalek la.......
what the hell is tht??
u dont know???
*shakes head**thought awhile*
ohhh i think u mean CIPLAK
Ah..tht's the word.

-.-

B refers to
BeaTrice Chung PL

she claims tht cipalek is a new word for ciplak.

HAHAHA

beatrice,beatrice
i love u woman.

how sweet?

2009-10-04T08:30:00.000-07:00

im blessed with....

GREAT friends. and family.

3rd OCT. was a day and night of a heck of fun. plus craziness.

wad happened :

was woken up by mom and bro . they gave my morning presents! yay~
then helped to arrange the furnitures.
later arnd 4.30..bro said mom ask to get some ice. so i had to follow.
drove to WM, chak said wanna go 7E infront of sch. i was like "you go, ill stay in car" chak replied " no little girls cant stay alone in car" so i had to follow, jeez. went down..walk a lil...met GURmeet, Suneeta and CANdice! i was like crap. why so sudden? should see me when im ready.
then
gurmeet took a cloth.chak helped... to blindfold me. they made me walk...i dont know where and how long .i hear people talking,must be restaurant. i smell tires, must be mechanic. it was scary, seriously. made me go up uncountable steps of stairs. then i smelled air-cond. "ugh-oh what are they up to?" i thought.
THEN!!!
chak unblindfolded me, and SUDDENLY, sounds of amp blasting everywhr! guitars, drums.
i was SHOCKED.
and Ground Zero was in front of me!! woohoo~ first time seeing them play live in front of my eyes. and haz,reg,jwalita and CJ were thr too.
the jam room - red and black!
ground zero ( junyan-vocalist,boonhoe-guitarist+back up vocal, savin-guitarist, ravin-drummer and david-bass) played 21 guns !!! my fav. THANK YOU guys. rock on.
the clock striked 4.45 had to go back to get ready.
anan and priya followed back. earliest ppl. and priya , THANK YOU GIRL!! FOR BLOWING BALLOONS ! love ya.
then dresssed up. ready.6pm
then the rest came .. =)

my bro

another bro. haha my silly smile.

ill kill you. not.

yes, we all rock.

ground zero -frm left, boonhoe,savin,ravin,junyan,david
sang a song from my fav band. simpleplan (welcome to my life)

sherlina!! awesome girl, rock on!

reg and jwalita too!!cool ppl

our MJ of the night
david ng :

and
adrian koay

red hair- HAz

make a wishh...

da gals eh whr's reena?

im not done here..thr's more.
something's wrong with the uploader.
ill upload it ASAP
more on >> FB.

tmr tmr tmr.

2009-10-02T05:18:00.000-07:00

lalalalala~

tmr tmr tmr!
like reena said ill be old;
but dont worry thts tmr,
for today i am still a gold.

hahaha

oh yea,
one more thing,
when u guys reach the guard hse,
pls tell them my dad's name. *as written on the map*
or better, call me when ur reaching
;)

tq.
02/10

2009-09-27T07:37:00.000-07:00

sch starts tmr! walalalal~

happened on 26th sept.sat.

wore : black spaghetti straps with jeans. well its normal.
went : wangsa walk, danau kota.
wad happened :
got stared by ppl.
men.
ugly men.
haha sry couldnt help to say "ugly".
i mean come on........we are in malaysia,
its a bloody nice country, wheatheerr's okay, hot a lil, no, ALOT.
ppl DO wear sleeveless, okay.
no need to stare
korek ur mata out then u know. sheesh.
didnt ur mother tell u tht staring is RUDE ?
jeez..
sigh. i shall say less.
guys : dont.stare. at.ppl.esp.girls.its disgusting. like seriously.get a life.

2009-09-22T20:55:00.001-07:00

GUYS - red and black
GIRLS - red and white

get ready people
.....
:D

need songs for THE day,
any suggestion??

weekend.raya.

2009-09-22T19:57:00.000-07:00

yo! back to kl~~
was in my grndma's for the raya weekend ;)
i shall say less show more

.

hello world.

2009-09-18T12:09:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA !!
to haz, izzati, anaqi, husna and my other malay friends.

to the rest, happy holidays~ lalala♥

gosh, everything's moving sooooo darn fast.
well, we cant go against time, right?
so my as well travel with it. =) think positive, charleen, think positive

but for some stuff, i want time to past fastest. ;]
pa, i miss you. ♥

listing down all ideas,
troubling my mommy dear,
getting stuffs done fast,
to make my day a blast.
=)

2009-09-12T08:18:00.001-07:00

nice?????
better say yes.
hahaha
my souvenir!! from krabi (correct?) by yvonneLeechooimei
and it's RED!! actually i chose it -.- so its nothing ;)
anyway, thank you, yvonne. :)

oh btw, if youre wondering , its a bracelet. (:

something handmade...

2009-09-12T07:24:00.000-07:00

D.I.Y.

i did this.
actually my bro, chakreyh, folded the box. me, the designing. =)
nice?

tzhe card ;)

+ the box

tada~
all are ori.

2009-09-07T01:08:00.000-07:00

hello, =) .

here's something..

READ THIS

im trying my hardest best to be like my friends
because
most, no, all my friends are :

yes, they are. *grins*

but eroz has something
a lil more special....
something i dont wanna be :)
this :
xD
hahahhah.
yes, i love you too.
=P
i know you do..aww..

finally updated my blog,
heee.

english.

2009-08-31T02:29:00.000-07:00

oopps!
i've forgotten all about my english oral test.
oppsie.
sry candice,
but i'll try my best!
gambateh~

heheh.

i smell like chlorine.still.

title : science and technology -.- (how boring)
but, candice got all excited when we got this title

sunday;surfday.

2009-08-30T02:37:00.000-07:00

FINALLY..,

SUNDAY,
GUYFRIENDS,
SUNBLOCK,
SWIMSUIT,
CAMERA,
POOL,
JUMP,
AND
DIVE-IN.
(doosh)

u guys made my day. =)
eventhough rose among the torns,

it was cool.
glad to know, i have another awesome brother. *wink*

oopps.

2009-08-27T12:14:00.000-07:00

uh oh. im not treating my body good.
appologizes to every body part of mine.
especially my eyeeeeessss..(gonna have permanent panda eyes soon)

sleep early, wake up early.
tht's suppose to be the way
but, NooO..
im a bad bad owner to my body *sigh*

oh, and today, i felt dumber than ever.
=(

why? why? why?? =S whatever. will try my best to be smart. or not, *sigh* live with my dumbness.
i should eat more gum. heheh

yesterday, swimming -no, splish-splashing- at gurmeet's apartment baby's pool -.-
but still, fun ;]
today, tuition.

eng teach : i wonder why nowadays girls like big sized men?
and they pula are the other way..
one chinese dude : because like teddy bear mah, comfy..

the way he said "comfy" was so cina apek, man
hahhaha

oh and abt the korean-looking guy. forget 'bout him. his looks..ergh, arrogant hahah to me only la maybe.

holidays coming to an end!! argh!!
whr's my holiday god???

dear holiday god,
whr you went?
why this time, you made my one week seems like only 3 days?? =(
you know how much i LOVE you..right♥?
so give me few days more please... :D

all subjects
are a headache to me.
everything's mixed up,
just like a plate of mixed wan tan mee.

hahhah

2009-08-25T05:42:00.001-07:00

there....
and sherlin..>> thr's the potato wedges..heheh.
;P

squashy squash

2009-08-24T11:42:00.000-07:00

played squash, gym a lil. so yea. my first holiDAY. hahhaa
glad to spent it with regina. ;)
shall not say much, because
> its 3.21 am
> i've just finished my 3 pages long karangan. by hand, mind you.
> thr's too much to say.

fine fine, brieftly then ...

played squash
workout a lil
dipped legs into pool
fried and ate potato wedges with reg
played guitar
learnt "chopsticks" on piano (coolness)
then go home =)

wanna seee the pics we took? hee...i edited it all into ONE pic

so yea here it is...

shit..something's wrong with the uploader.
ugh, will post it tmr.
i mean few hours later then. C=

sheeesh,
just let go.

ooh ooh i've forgotten.

2009-08-21T08:47:00.000-07:00

no wonder-lah i felt like i've forgotten to post something!

A HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUT TO OUR BOONHOE MATE.

(post is belated by one day actually)

so serious in this pic ><

so yea, this guy.. hahha
first of all, he introduced me to the skateboard world (which i totally thanked him for tht)
then, he taught me to break sch's rules (i say...thnks?)
next, he taught me how-to bash ppl up (it works..till now yes)
later, he taught me tht its okay to be angry and swear sometimes (ugh, helps alot)
last year, he taught me to laugh no matter what happens. (hahahah?)
this year, he taught me to headbang but not to the extreme (too late.)
few months ago, he taught me to appreciate the one we love and to forgive ppl (which made alot difference to me)
now, he taught me tht birthday gifts are not important as long as wishes come from the heart (modest-nye)
future, he WILL teach me more stuffs, right?

last but not least,
you rock, mann!
haha

20/8
im lucky to have a friend like you.
thanks.

merdeka! in dewan!

2009-08-21T00:09:00.000-07:00

merdeka square

well well well.. friday, 21th august-no studies!
hahha we had the merdeka celebration in school hall for the whole half day.
and owh, the performances by the students were cool , but one or two was b.o.r.i.n.g
BUT,
the jaiho DanCe performance was the best!
awesomeness.
dancers-juyi,jega,divya,siewvern,priya and sherlina

while the rest (meaning us xD) were chearing our throat out! haha (thnk us, mann)
now, sorethroat. jeez.

the rest who didnt come : boonhoe,haziq, gurmeet, steffi,yvonne etc.. were skating at carrefour.
but only boonhoe took the initiative to come and SEE the dance..
(and he came with his board ;C buat org jealous only. =.=)

blablabla, we took lots of pics, and trust me, AL0T!
but the pics are not with me =]
ask from beatrice and suuubaaa~

that very moment that was it,
eventhough for at least a minute,
in the class with you to have a dance
glad i am to not turn down that chance.

=\

the virus...who?

2009-08-14T23:40:00.001-07:00

it might be me :O

school on saturdays are boring.
today(sat) i went. and sch was... free of studies!
people are paranoid, no, supperly-extremely-crazyly paranoid of h1n1 now..
it sickens me.
well, fyi, if you're fated to get virus and die, no point running away from it.
like hello~, it's your fate we're talking abt here!
if fated, then go with it-lah.
im wrong? you still think you can avoid it? geez, go watch final destination
hahaa, im so mean..
anyway, "wear your masks" all adults say so. On monday i will. i hope. if i remember.
my class teacher told *forgotten who* tht 4DinamiK [my class] has someone in it with h1n1 virus.
WAAH, so CLOSE AH? hahaaha
but, whatever, malaysia had been predicted to have 28000 fatality by the end of this virus anyway. *wow*
it could be anybody..... family members, friends, close friends, or me. =)
so, everyone, bring and use hand sanitizer everyday.

"shit, i forgotten my hand sanitizer.
you know, charleen, i can't live without my handsanitizer one day!
*screams* reena! u brought hand sanitizer?
borrow, pleasee..? "
by, miss alyssa ng.

see what i mean ?
haha just joking.

sherlina,suganya,alyssa,thanuja,dhirenn,ravin, (& few more Y.e. members) did production in 4B
so me, reena AND jega chao-ed along with them. haha
and hell, it was boring but fun in a weird way .

jega's a funny woman la.
she's my entertainer.
she's *somebody's* "wife".
lol.drama queen.

hurt.but not experienced.yet

2009-08-07T03:38:00.001-07:00

see the skateboard?
it looks like a pro skater just used it, right?
i mean like all the scratches and stuff..
BUT
facts:
> no pro skater ever used that skateboard.
> the person who owns it used it. but,
> the owner is not even close to an experience skater. and,
> by skating just a lil, the owner had bruises everywhere.
> the owner can't even do an ollie. *sadness* but,
> the owner did try drop-ins, 6 times-all, FAILED.

hahaa...

I MISS SKATING
.....
BADLY!
eventhough i suck in it, but i ain't givin' up, yo.

The last was at Metropolitan park, damn, miss those times.

loves that park, but too far from our houses. ;(hey guys, check out that *mary poppins. x)

i was searching,
you weren't there.
then i was missing,
even not knowing your slightest hair.
crush,
tht's all.
to quash,
not at all.

highness..

2009-08-06T03:39:00.000-07:00

ppl around me get high fast. some, real fast.
the reasons? haha plenty, depends on individuals.
lets see here.

list of how some ppl get high :
1. steffi - sugar, chocolates, sweets, anything tht will give you diabetes.
2. beatrice - with us, her friends. btw, she's always high so not much need.
3. boonhoe - metal rock songs, head bangs(?) hahah
4. gurmeet - well in form 2 he said :" lots of oxygen + water "
5. reena - hmm..this woman, out of no where will get high. so, nothing and everything.
6. haziq - umm, i dont know. he doesnt really get high (?) does he?
7. sherlina - ah~, doodles. and male singers (eg MR.A-Z) haha
8. eroz - hahhahaha..well...
9. jwalita - she's always keeping things cool~
10. Janice Ch'ng - edward!! from the novel. ;P
11. Jovy - her body. HAHA.
12. Candice - Martin, and anime (real otaku) oooh, and "touch my body" by mariah carey. heheh.

me? hahhahahah - ----------, and the twilight saga.omg. o.< style="text-align: right;">it was once my favourite,
now it's not.
i keep remembering our past,
and i can erase it not.

DELETED.

2009-08-03T05:10:00.000-07:00

*POST DELETED FOR SOME REASON *

2009-07-31T02:05:00.001-07:00

i went to school today, finally!
hahaa C;
had maths and bio tests. not bad i guess.
hopefully it'll turn out okay ;]
tomorrow, the Y.E. people are going to sunway for sales!! reena and haziq going, too.
they've been really, really, really busy on their products.steffi with her bracelets haha [well, it's ur idea]
but... im not going. (chakry is ;C )
all because of my flu+cough *sighs*

anyway, today was fun. got many weird reactions from frens who missed me *awww*
okay lets see.... first person who i saw/met was JaniceCh'ng!!

__________________________friends'reactions__________________________

JaniceCh'ng : charleeen!!ur back!! wait, lemme go toilet first. (wth)
regina : hey, aww ur back! *hugs*
suneeta : why so long u nvr come?

then reena came to sch with gurmeet.

reena : how are u feeling? why u come? say ur not coming? better already ah?
gurmeet : 4 days u were absent already. (this dude is emotionless, man)
savin : *he didnt care* u were absent so many days.
priyanka : u sick ar? welcome to the club. (thnks)
jwalita : hello thr, feeling better already? (yes.thank you)
haziq : u're here? (like d'uh) feeling better eh.
yeelyn : welcome back =] (thank u)

then came beatrice, oh my god, this woman. best reaction ever!

"YOU CAME! HAHAHAHAH.."
*laughed her ass,face,whole body la off*
(her face was red when she stopped,haha)

boonhoe : *pulled my hair slightly* hey u're here, so long absent man..
yvonne : charleeen!! u came!! yay! [not sure whether she added the yay]
sherlina : yvooonnee, i thought u didnt come, i was abt to kill you. oh charleen, you came! hi. *with her running red nose* (my turn to say "get well soon")
thanuja : hey, u're here! hi!
subashini : hey u're back..
candice : *waved her maniac wave* (wave back)
jovy : *shocked* you came school!!
winson : long time no see.
some class frens : ahlong dah balik! (=.= )

ravin and junyan didnt come ;( sadness.

i missed you people! ♥

5:49 tmr pbsm, regina and jwalita not going. should i. AJK somemore.
5:53 okay, im not going ;) forgive me, teacher. btw, you're annoyning.

back, but sick.

2009-07-29T20:49:00.000-07:00

im back!
im sick..........
;(
i wanna go school..
im missing all the fun ..

im missing all my friends (yes,no one excluded) ...
i wanna eat fried chicken.
i wanna drink cold,icy coke (add extra ice)
i wanna eat shaved ice (sirup added)
i miss going tuition.
no, i want to go tuition.(esp thursdays, korean guy, ah~[must.see.him.])

my nose is red.
my eyes are watery. (disgusting.)
i coughed a million times already.
i sneezed a gazillion time already.

I HATE MEDICINE.
i want coconut drink.fresh.

i want my normal-okay-self back!
give it back to me, whoever took it!
grrr

2009-07-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

made by gurmeet singh

gonna be busy these few days..maybe till 1 week ++ or 2..see-lah.

so, my blog's gnna go under "inactive mode" for awhile.

so...

'till i blog.again. =)

2009-07-13T08:02:00.000-07:00

yea... sad day actually.

13.7.2009
tuesday.

sorry. i had to. before we go too far, cause i know, we'll nvr be. i somehow know.
why? i cant answer tht.

eventho' short time but still, thnks.

shit la, shouldnt have got..., now i look like the bad guy over here ;(

it was the 10 june 09

CSP