summer

it's Summer!!

well in Malaysia, it's always summer right?
sun + rain = Malaysia's term of summer
and i sense a hell lot of summer love.
it makes me feel TOO single!
i miss the feeling of loving someone and being loved, - not the family family love, my famile love me- umm the other love..*sigh* you know, i know enough la

hahaha anyway, these two weeks i won't be going anywhere....
why? why? why?
because there's tuition classes,
because trials in 3 months time.....
BECAUSE, SPM IS IN FIVE BLOODY MONTHS TIME!

THAT'S WHY.

but it's cool..
gonna go swimming, tennis and more studying i hope. *cross fingers*

So,
whether you go holiday ke stuck at home ke homeless ke....
it's okay cause ITS SUMMER!
happy holidays people! Muah!

somebody should glue the broken pieces of me together

now, whenever i see food, i feel sick.
not that i don't appreciate food, i love food, well i used to.

I'm frustrated with myself,
i don't like myself, for not feeling hungry or for feeling so bloody full after a small bowl of rice or even for the feeling of puking whenever a plate of food is placed in front of me.

I'll be hungry and full at the same time.

:(

urgh, i feel disgusted of myself.

sometimes, jealousy cant be helped

conversation charls ; lina

she's pretty..
yea, she's pretty..
she's very pretty larr...
yea, she's VERY pretty...
hmm She's too pretty ...!
yeah! She's TOO pretty lar.. !

16th MAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
REENA MENON!

hope u had a blast on your birthday!





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reeena,
you better remember this face forever :

I ♥ YOU, WOMAN!

!! oh and happy teachers day to all educators around the world!
thank you for educating people ;) !!

be mine, valentine.

Your voice,

your hair,
your scent,

got me all dizzy, boy.

cook or bake?

KIMCHI STEW
yum!

haha, i cooked! Not bad okay..it taste almost like how my mom prepares it.
which means Sedaaap~

seriously, i prefer cooking so much more than baking. Baking u have to be like really precise, like how many Oz. or whatever u call it, and when something goes wrong, the whole thing will taste....weird. (speaking from experience here *waves*) HAHA

fine...im just bad at baking. :( BUT, janice ch'ng can really bake!
i miss her cheese cake...

25 hours instead of 24 hours is needed.

*cries out loud!*

HOMEWORK

do notes as homework i dont mind, but language homework!?
hell i mind.
especially essays, like what the hell?
its not like we have nothing to do.
1st we have school, then tuition, then homeworks, what about studies??? i have to find more time to study :( that means no more E!channel, mtv, V, starworld, blogs, youtube, facebook!?!??!?!???!?

*both hands slap cheeks*

okay back to sane world.. :)
Hello, how have you people been doing? good? not so good? fine? just fine? or stressed!?
hahaaha relax, take an hour to chill, take 12 hours to sleep then you will feel absolutely GOOD.
my blog looks dead but FYI it's not :)
my chat box looks super dead as you can see the last comment was on 16th April and today is the 30th April. HAHA
so this time, let's take a look at MY study table okay? dont be shock x)

it was like this then :


....and now(as in NOW- today, this hour, this minute,this second)
it's like this :

i have no idea where i should start cleaning.
oh gooooodness.

NEXT TOPIC : Friends' Confirmation

dianne, alyssa, amelia..and more some from our school and mostly not were confirmed last Sunday. Did i forget to mention that they were all pretty? yes, they were. They all looked so innocent heheh=> dianne,steffi and alyssa

Then, after that, we all went to pavillion, and watched Shutter Island. It was a bloody long movie, i feel uncomfortable with long movies. ;\ oh and i felt crazy after THAT movie, well the plot made me crazy indeed, but Leonardo DiCaprio is still awesome and charming, even if he's crazy ;D

That's basically all for now :)
enjoy your life!