HELO YVONNE! :)
eh, i actually miss this lah.
it's my life,its now or never.
This is it, my final school battle.
"it'll be over in no time" - constant self reminder :)
Lets Do It,
and get it over with.
and get it over with.
bitter sweet me
now I regret ,
WHY didnt I learn ballet when i was young?
WHY didnt I ask my mom to send me for gymnasium lessons? OR guitar lessons?
WHY didnt I continue my piano lessons after grade 1?
WHY was I embarrassed to admit that I like disney princesses when i was in primary age?
WHY did I have to be tough about everything?
WHY didnt my dad teach me Thai?
WHY didnt I watch what I eat?
WHY didnt I take up art as an extra subject in Form 4?
WHY didnt i see myself unique?
And WHY in the WORLD did I want to be like someone else?
because if I were to do all those stuff, i wont be me - csp.
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Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate
Shakespeare-Sonnet 18
just keep it in our hearts for some words are not worth being said.
So DAMN annoying lah.
talk to people like talk to wall.
was in a store, dad talked i listened, i pointed at shaggy carpet "this is soo shaggy!, nice right if in my room" turned back looked at him just to realize he looked away. ish.
was in the car, mom was talking i listened, answered back and expect a reply but NO, tak tau lah she busy thinking about something or memang tak dengar.
bro pulak, always je when he talks to me bout his life, i listen. but when i wanna tell him something, not interested lah, shit lah blablabla..
and friends pulak isshh
not all of them lah most of my close ones,CLOSE ONES, to know that im not invited and to see pics in facebook, its damn sucky.
IT SUCKS TO FEEL THIS WAY.
ARRRGHHH!!! *deeeeeep sigh*
talk to people like talk to wall.
was in a store, dad talked i listened, i pointed at shaggy carpet "this is soo shaggy!, nice right if in my room" turned back looked at him just to realize he looked away. ish.
was in the car, mom was talking i listened, answered back and expect a reply but NO, tak tau lah she busy thinking about something or memang tak dengar.
bro pulak, always je when he talks to me bout his life, i listen. but when i wanna tell him something, not interested lah, shit lah blablabla..
and friends pulak isshh
not all of them lah most of my close ones,CLOSE ONES, to know that im not invited and to see pics in facebook, its damn sucky.
IT SUCKS TO FEEL THIS WAY.
ARRRGHHH!!! *deeeeeep sigh*
If it's not for blogspot, i would kill somebody already, not to say i have any readers pun, but to just express myself without hurting anyone, i appreciate you blogspot.
happy? not yet.
happy? not yet.
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