bitter sweet me

now I regret ,

WHY didnt I learn ballet when i was young?
WHY didnt I ask my mom to send me for gymnasium lessons? OR guitar lessons?
WHY didnt I continue my piano lessons after grade 1?
WHY was I embarrassed to admit that I like disney princesses when i was in primary age?
WHY did I have to be tough about everything?
WHY didnt my dad teach me Thai?
WHY didnt I watch what I eat?
WHY didnt I take up art as an extra subject in Form 4?
WHY didnt i see myself unique?
And WHY in the WORLD did I want to be like someone else?

because if I were to do all those stuff, i wont be me - csp.
:[