shush

If you disagree, you are totally bullshitting.

you, ish.

I feel lousy when i talk to her,
but she's still my friend.

even though she's my friend,
i hate talking to her.

she makes me feel so damn freakishly suckish, like i'm invincible.

i always feel left out when I'm around her.
but many people like her though.

"If only you were not my friend, I would be slightly happier"


sorry, but it's the truth.

i couldn't be less bothered now.

he's flying away

oh crap,
i just blew my chance away!
>:(

who?

who was my secret admirer ??
i still wanna know.
:D

i should NOT.

uh oh, i think i like you, dude.
it's wrong.

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june babies ;)

To Steffi and Alyssa,

seventeenth

god bless, and have a great year ahead

:)

100 and still going on :)

This is the 100th post

and
good news,

i've gotten my appetite back!!


*smiles widely*

yay :D

summer

it's Summer!!

well in Malaysia, it's always summer right?
sun + rain = Malaysia's term of summer
and i sense a hell lot of summer love.
it makes me feel TOO single!
i miss the feeling of loving someone and being loved, - not the family family love, my famile love me- umm the other love..*sigh* you know, i know enough la

hahaha anyway, these two weeks i won't be going anywhere....
why? why? why?
because there's tuition classes,
because trials in 3 months time.....
BECAUSE, SPM IS IN FIVE BLOODY MONTHS TIME!

THAT'S WHY.

but it's cool..
gonna go swimming, tennis and more studying i hope. *cross fingers*

So,
whether you go holiday ke stuck at home ke homeless ke....
it's okay cause ITS SUMMER!
happy holidays people! Muah!

somebody should glue the broken pieces of me together

now, whenever i see food, i feel sick.
not that i don't appreciate food, i love food, well i used to.

I'm frustrated with myself,
i don't like myself, for not feeling hungry or for feeling so bloody full after a small bowl of rice or even for the feeling of puking whenever a plate of food is placed in front of me.

I'll be hungry and full at the same time.

:(

urgh, i feel disgusted of myself.

sometimes, jealousy cant be helped

conversation charls ; lina

she's pretty..
yea, she's pretty..
she's very pretty larr...
yea, she's VERY pretty...
hmm She's too pretty ...!
yeah! She's TOO pretty lar.. !